Sunday, April 26, 2009

incredible, i can see now that my heart is OPEN

and it is a scary thought

because i am completely VULNERABLE

i guess i always was.. and maybe always will be

but that is okay because i am learning the importance of experience

of course, i always knew it was important

but actually learning FROM it is completely different

i can feel the confidence building up inside of me

and i am controling it all

it's all going to be okay

no matter what

it will always be okay, i have gotten through very difficult things and situations

and i can do it again

always, i can

i know it, and i smile when i think about how real it is

baby, i'm ME

and i'm going to show me off in whatever way i can