17

right now i feel so ridiculously young
i'm only seventeen and i've smoked cigarettes by the thousands
i've smoked marijuana until i time traveled
i've drank alcohol into oblivion
i've popped CCC's and turned into a spider
i've popped valium and went tailspinning
i've blown perfect hooka smoke rings
i've cut my skin open on purpose
i've been hired twice and quit once
i've befriended and crushed on a mid-40 year old
i've graduated highschool a year early
i've been deeply in love
i've completed my first semester of college
i've slept with a 21 year old
i've had sex with a summer fling
i've been up entire nights into the next day
i've broken a heart
i've broke my own