beginning

i'm mainly starting this for myself. maybe if i do this i'll get in touch with myself more, which is what i'd really like.

theres something about the summer time that changes everyone at a rapid pace. think about it, you're probably already in summer mode and its only been 3 weeks. i know i like it. it makes me feel more alive. and something about this summer is making me feel older, but i might be giving too much credit to the season itself.
i also feel like i'm learning more than i ever had before in a short amount of time. self actualization is important to me, and thats what i've been trying to learn more about. and that's also what i've been stewing over.
is "stewing" the correct word?