inadequacy

i went to the mall today with my sister. we were in a rush. and i think i rushed into some premature purchases like i always do. but whatever.

it was actually nice shopping with stephanie for once because she wasn't lingering over every last item, wondering and wishing over it.

i had a bad run in with some strange people though at a cafe. they were reluctant to give me a free cup of water. maybe next time i'll just choose mcdonalds over them because of their attitude.

what happened to customer service? i know, people are just so fucking fed up with other people only thinking about themselves. i know how they feel. and even though we were both put off i tried to be as nice as possible. i think my people skills are a lot better these days.

i had a good experience at delias though. the lady who rang me up called me "honey". that was very nice of her, and i appreciated it.

i also appreciated the counceler at college. i couldn't imagine having such a shitty job as his, dealing with adolesences all day. its funny, at work i can hardly force myself to give customers the time of day. but outside of work i try to make everyones day slightly better in any way i can. even if they dont notice. i just try to be as nice as possible and flash smiles instead of being trudgey and a bitch. i hope at least one person notices and appreciates it. even if its just like how i appreciated the lady at delias.